We all have multiple personality order; the disorder only arises because one (or some) are being suppressed FI learnt that this life is a balancing act. If the world is rotating on its axis and revolving around a star simultaneously,
how then can I conveniently claim to go anywhere. Its like an advanced hamster wheel…the more I tried to get ahead, the more you stayed in the same spot. Ironically, the only way to move is to stay still. While standing still, I
have been able to witness the spiral of life ascending and descending out from the hamster wheel; watching how we limit ourselves with labels and build a prison with the opinions of those that matter to us. When Turned 10, I grew up
instantly and the eyes that opened is what I still use to see the world today. Even though my dad was Pentecostal, my mum is catholic and my favorite Uncle turned Muslim (some would debate his motives but that did not dampen the lesson),
I saw a commonality in the messages and the misinterpretation leading to an unnecessary/ divide when they were all saying the-same thing. This made for a painful existence because the words never matched the actions. In fact, every
meaning was implied. I found out that the tower of Babel was a lot more that a story. So I kept silent, not to offend anyone; I prayed always, not to offend God. Finding the balance between the two may be an eternal battle if I didn’t
erase all expectations. So I set about creating my world – made up of everything good in this world. Though methods and motives differ, i want to believe that deep down, we all want the same thing. SO instead of wasting my passion
and emotion on being angry about what I cannot directly control, I have decided to tell my own story, with my own words; that way, even when taken out of context, there is a reference point.